A Sad Week

June 21, 2009


While typing this blog of mine, I'm just wondering, how personal could I make this blog? But I think I had made up my mind while typing this. And I hope this will be quite personal.


Every time we have classes in some subjects, I try to restrain myself from looking at the window. I just can't tell why. But sometimes I just can't stop it so I look at the window and my mind flies. I just hate it when that happens. But I, myself, try to be the best of what I am.


Sometimes I just can't stop myself but I really feel sleepy with some subjects even if the lesson is really interesting and the teacher is also good in teaching. I think because I really sleep late at night because of my assignments. Because most of the time, I'm we have many assignments. My classmates always tell me to do my assignments at school but I always remember what our teachers say, "that's why it's called homework because its work done at home". That's I always do all of it at home but I just can't manage to sleep that early because of my assignments. But I'm not trying to offend the teachers, I'm just explaining my side. But that's the challenge of studying, right? So I just have to do my best.


Later this week, we have received a shocking news, and it really made us sad. That the husband of Ma'am Macaranas has just passed away. It was really a bad news for me because Ma'am has been a good teacher/adviser to me when I was just starting my life at CNSHS. And I know that she already had enough of the problems in the world and yet still some come to her to make her feel bad. That's why last Saturday, I, together with John Paul and some other friends, went to the place of Ma'am Macaranas. If I can just help Ma'am to feel better because I really know that it's really hard to loose someone you love. I hope that she'll feel better.


We also had our 1st flag retreat, with us, wearing our Boy Scout uniform. Whahu! I really like that uniform. But the sad part is, I was scolded by our platoon leader for I had long hair. But looking into the brighter side, our leader did not tell me to squat. Yes!
I also have this difficulty with at least two subjects, AP and Chemistry but I'll try to improve myself with regards to those subjects. And I hope I can do it.

That's all for this week, I hope I had shared to you what you expected me to share.