Giving UP!!!!

June 29 ,2009


Studying at Cavite National Science High School can get somewhat depressing when you're just starting. I said that because I somewhat felt it when I was just a 1st year student and I can also hear and observe it from the 1st of this year. But once you get used to the studies, projects and everything, the depression may be lessened.


But once you progress it still can get to you. When the fear of failing and fear of being far from your friends and teachers get to you maybe you'll rethink of the picture of you giving up and leaving CNSHS. That's what somewhat happens to me.


There is this one thing that really pissed me off these past few days. It's about three words, namely, crushes, courting and controversies. I'll just not tell what it’s all about but it really pissed me off to the extent that I wanted to talk to the person directly involved with it. But I had to control myself because I don't want to be kicked out from school and be away from my friends.


Many of the students from other schools consider studying at CNSHS as a "torture" because of the stories that they hear. But from my point of view, I consider it a pleasure because I have many friends that accompany me everyday and definitely makes me happy. And another thing is the things and ideas that I learn from school because after I have started studying at CNSHS, I have somewhat changed in the things that I do and the ideas that I use everyday. I am now having a feeling of self-fulfillment most of the time.


So in an overall point of view of my 2 years and more at CNSHS I have been very happy despite the depressions and problems. Thanks to my friends who help and make me happy, to my family who has always assisted and supported me all the way and for the teachers who have always kept watch of us and gave us advices even in our ups and downs of studying. Thanks to you all that I haven't given up studying at CNSHS.