,,..Keep Holding On Even If There's Nothing To Hold On To..,,

September 26,2009

"Learn to keep a hold of yourself even if others think that you can't"

It's really to do things everyday at the same rate, in the same way and at the same time. But even if it seems that we can't do them again and again we still try to do. I think it's a human necessity to hope of doing them again and better than the way we did them before. It is within human nature to do something perfectly and even if we know that no one can do anything perfectly, we still try to do our best to have it close to perfection.

As a student, we do the same things again and again. We wake up in the morning, eat our breakfast, prepare for school, go to school, study, listen, study again, listen again, go home, do our home works and lastly, to sleep soundly after a tiring day. If you think of it in advance it seems that its quite boring to do and that you can't do it. But do you know what makes the day exciting regardless of the robotic and mechanic things that we do? It's the leisure and bonding times that we share with our friends and our dear teacher. And it's totally unique for each day that passes. That's what makes studying worth my while even if it's really brain-smashing when I'm studying.

This week is the everyone-feared P.T. week. My first P.T. day was somewhat started incorrectly and it continued up to the last subject that I took, so It's sad to say that I'll not be shocked if I fail most of the periodical tests but I still hope that I won't. For the second day, it was just fine but I'm indefinite with what results it may give me. I just hope for all of the best.

I can say that this is one of my best weeks even if I was late on our Friday math meeting because of sleeping too late. I was told by our teacher to stay out of the room for her period. And that really made me down for the whole day and also for the fact that we did not have any electricity for almost the whole day.

Knowing of the conspiracy that's somewhat against me. It really keeps me down everyday. But I try to keep a hold of myself despite everyone doubting me. I just hope that everything would get better for the next few weeks. That's all I could tell for this week. So see you until next time.

..,,False Intuitions..,,

September 19 ,2009

"Things that are simple for you, maybe a big thing for others"

Everyone has their own trigger and they've just pushed mine. It hurts for someone like me to know that those that I've given too much trust to are not the rightful for the trust I gave them. It also hurts to know that those that I've been treating as the one of my best friends are really treating as one that would do something bad to them while all of the time I tried my best to do all the best to them. It's also miffing that all of those that are always with you are those that would say bad things about you.

Overall, I've down for this week. I've had too much problems this week, but I'm glad that I was somewhat able to go through all of it. I was glad that the other friends I have are still with me and they are not leaving me alone. I'm really thankful to them.

That's all I can tell for this week because I've been to down and I can't remember well what happened this week. I'm sorry for that. Again, I thank those who remained loyal to me as a friend. I'm really glad that I have them

..,,Don't Blame Everything to Others..,,

September 12,2009


"Everything has its way of leading you to it, it's just up to you if you'll lead yourself to it"

Things that happened to us can't always be blamed unto others. Haven't we thought of the fact that it may have happened because of our doings? Some may say that they did it because they did not have any choice but that single choice that they made. That I do not believe because I believe that everyone has more than one choice in all the choices that they make in life.

Things like that can be related specially to the life of being a student. Some may say that I did that because they were not able to do it because of something else. But haven't they thought of the chance they had all along? I may say that I myself may do it some time in my life but doing it repeatedly is somewhat unexcusable.

Ok! Quit the drama. Going to what happened this week, I can say it was fine, except with our poem recital that did not go out that well. I myself did not perform well. If only I managed to perform well.

We also had somewhat an "Intrams". But I'm not quite sure if it will be every Friday. We just wish it'll just be two straight days so we'll really enjoy it. But let's be contented with what we have for now.

I think that's all that I'll put up for this week. I hope I'll be able to do more than my best for my studies. I just hope for the best for everyone.

,,..Never Backing Down..,,

September 5 ,2009

"Everything that has happened is a part of a much bigger event that will happen in the future"

I just can't explain what I feel at this point in time that I made this entry in my blog account. I don't know if I should be glad, if I should be happy, if I should be angry or if I should be ashamed of what just happened. But I feel like something is pulling me down, I feel somewhat "down".

Our club, the "Filipino Club" had its, I can say, successful celebration of the "Buwan ng Wika". Selected third years had a performance. We felt happy and that our hardships were worth it after we performed. Because we think that we had performed well and we received good comments aside from the comments that I think were jokes specially those saying that our costume was like from a cult group. We just took all the comments as compliments. Overall the program was entertaining except the part that the school level officers of our club had to sing a farewell to those who attended the program.

The spotlights of the week were focused on a single event, not the Buwan ng Wika celebration, but the PTC. Regarding my grades, I was happy with it but I'll be improving it for the gradings to come. I was only disappointed about myself to the fact that I was not able to reach the top 10 achievers, I was even 16th! Whew. I was just glad that my parents understood the "situation". Even if it was like that, I'm still thankful to Him. Thanks to Him that I did not have any failing grades. I'll just improve myself for the coming school days.

That's all to tell for this week, my mind already went blank. I'll just be happy with what's happening to me now even if it's bad. Because it's part of a bigger plan ahead of me and I'm never backing down from any challenge waiting ahead of me!