,,..Never Backing Down..,,

September 5 ,2009

"Everything that has happened is a part of a much bigger event that will happen in the future"

I just can't explain what I feel at this point in time that I made this entry in my blog account. I don't know if I should be glad, if I should be happy, if I should be angry or if I should be ashamed of what just happened. But I feel like something is pulling me down, I feel somewhat "down".

Our club, the "Filipino Club" had its, I can say, successful celebration of the "Buwan ng Wika". Selected third years had a performance. We felt happy and that our hardships were worth it after we performed. Because we think that we had performed well and we received good comments aside from the comments that I think were jokes specially those saying that our costume was like from a cult group. We just took all the comments as compliments. Overall the program was entertaining except the part that the school level officers of our club had to sing a farewell to those who attended the program.

The spotlights of the week were focused on a single event, not the Buwan ng Wika celebration, but the PTC. Regarding my grades, I was happy with it but I'll be improving it for the gradings to come. I was only disappointed about myself to the fact that I was not able to reach the top 10 achievers, I was even 16th! Whew. I was just glad that my parents understood the "situation". Even if it was like that, I'm still thankful to Him. Thanks to Him that I did not have any failing grades. I'll just improve myself for the coming school days.

That's all to tell for this week, my mind already went blank. I'll just be happy with what's happening to me now even if it's bad. Because it's part of a bigger plan ahead of me and I'm never backing down from any challenge waiting ahead of me!