Saturday, January 30, 2010

In the Midst Making Decisions

January 30, 2010

It is surely an undeniable fact that our world is not in complete and true peace. In the farthest corner and the smallest place, there still sprouts anger, vengeance and envy. It my start as a small dark spot in a huge white paper but then it slowly grows and develops until it gives way to the sprouting of things of its likes. Until it slowly eats you up and surely swallow you whole and piece by piece it will take you down and take all that you cared for and all that’s precious to you.

But in the middle of the provoker and the provoked, there stand someone which sheds light as darkness devours everything. Who else but God!, he who is in the heavens above, who stays with us through thick and thin. He gives us the choice while showing us the difference between the right and the wrong but still gives us the right to decide for ourselves. He entrusted us this freedom, knowing that we could withstand the continuous and never – ending strike of temptation. He even gave His own Son just to help us be cleansed of our sins.

But this freedom was only given with attached consequences. Like Isaac Newton’s Third Law of Motion, “For every action, there is an opposite and equal reaction”, we could correlate that for everything we do, we get the same thing in equal intensity so if we do well we receive good things. So in other words, the freedom was given to us for us to use it in the right way.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Frienship’s the Best Way to Go

January 17 -22, 2010

One thing I learned in life is to greatly depend on friends. I just don’t know why but it seemed to me that I become emotionally attached to my friends in a way that I love them so much. But one thing I also learned is to be independent, someone told me that I may have friends today but what about tommorrow, the other day, next month or next year? I just can’t tell but maybe one day or another they may just disappear like a bubble which peacefully floats and entertains you but suddenly it disappears without you having knowledge why it did.

It may seem confusing but I thought of the best way and it’s neither and either of the two that I mentioned. With me being very attached to my friends, I just decided to remain as I am today but I’ll do my best to make them stay and to never lose them. Maybe I’d go crazy if I lose one of my closest friends. It may sound exaggerated but that’s how I feel. There was even this time that my bestfriend got offended with what I did and I felt like everything fell on me with one harsh blow and it really struck me hard.

Upon this week that transpired, there was just too many that happened, too many to tell them all and too many to keep track of them. It’s just that, I’m happy with my friends and God. Try it, it’s the best way to go.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Another Burden?

January 16, 2010

I thought at first that the five days at school was already a burden, we were even given more for adding another day of class which was Saturday. It’s not that I’m saying that the school’s decision was wrong but for me, I think that having Saturday classes is already a bad idea. I just don’t know, I feel something bad about it.

I know about the reason why we had this 6th day of class but I’m still objecting because I really think that it would not be good for both students and teachers. Because the five days of classes is already so much burden and adding a 6th day seems to be bad. I just don’t know, but it may be possible that students would have 6 nights of sleeping late and it may be a very big reason for over fatigue among students.

But that’s the decision and I won’t have anymore complains. I just hope that it would be of good for everyone.

Starting to Cope up

January 9, 2010

From the world of fun and relaxation, it’s time to go back to the real world, the world where we study and burn our eyebrows on every lesson and on every topic that we take. It was time to build our self to our study mode and to prepare for things to come.

And we started our 2010 with a bummer as our Social Studies’ teacher scolded us because we were not able to answer her questions about our lessons. I even thought that she was already giving us senseless reasons about our wrong answers with what she’s asking. But I think, we were still the one at fault and we should do better next time.

Then, we also rushed in making our Term Paper in Filipino because we lost our first set of surveys. But thank God and everyone who helped because we were able to pass it even if we were late for one day.

We also had our presentation for our Oratorical and Declamation piece and it made me realize something. It’s final; I have no future in Oration and Declamation. I seem to think of good ideas but the fear of the stage makes my knees weak and makes me forget what I thought I’ll do.

That’s all for this week, I just hope that I can cope up with all that’s happening and that I can feed my even larger appetite.

Aftermath

January 2, 2010

Slowly recovering from the damage that the beast inflicted on me, I tried to do things normally without the fear of another beast stalking me but I’ll never let my guard down again. Slowly things went back to normal.

Now a New Year approaches and our clan decided to celebrate the coming of something new at our Grandmother’s place because she already shed tears because our family was not complete last Christmas.

And we all hoped that the celebration would be the best and thank God, it all started well and we all enjoyed what happened. Except for what happened when my uncle tried to scare my Grandmother and she really was scared because she really stopped and did not move and her chest seemed to hurt. But thank God that nothing bad happened to her.

Now, I would like to thank those who were part of my 2009, from my parents to my friends, teachers and everyone who all played a crucial role in my 2009. I just hope that 2010 would be a better year for all of us. And may God continue blessing us.

At the Edge of Breaking... .. .

December 26, 2009

A monster that slowly entangled me with its slithery arms and slowly ate the parts of me that kept me going. This monster started stalking me with its stealthy attack maybe even before the time that he finally unveiled himself to me. And that unveiling truly stunned me to the point that almost all hope is lost and earth came crushing down on me. He assailed me on my weak parts and slowly... slowly... eating me... piece by piece.... until my foundations almost stood weakly and showed signs of frailty.

All of this would have continued if it was not for my friends who started sprouting from nowhere and started assisting me in my bout against the beast that slowly swallowed me. Some fought side by side with me and some strengthened my foundations to their full condition. Hope in my heart started rebuilding itself as I saw those who worked in close camaraderie with each other and who displayed never – ending hope for obtaining our victory against the beast we are facing. Once, there was this time that when the monster struck me with its powerful limbs, I felt dead for almost five minutes with all my senses failing and nothing seemed to be of significance.

Slowly... I started rebuilding myself. Something still seemed to be missing, the greatest weapon of all. Oh! How could I not think of it in the first place?!, the only powerful offense and sturdy defense in the whole galaxy! The only weapon that could finally put an end to the beast that brought me to the edge of breaking. God! How could I not think of You in the first place. Oh please may You in the Heavens above forgive me! I started praying onto Him and how I needed Him and how I hoped that He’d give me a second life for I did want my life to end with my friends hoping for my return. Slowly, I waited and I waited..... and waited... and patiently spent some time hoping for something to happen...

Finally, the Heavens heard me and brought my message to Him and He did not neglect my wishes and granted them. After the long strive of battling against the monster that almost brought everything to ashes, victory was once again brought by Him, almighty, unto us who know how to repent and ask of Him. Thank you God on the Heavens we hope to reach in order to be with you, our Father.

And now....

December 19, 2009

.....came the time that we’ve been waiting for, our Christmas party! Since the start of classes, I have waited for the Christmas party because I don’t know; I just really enjoy everything that happens on that day.

This year’s party was far from what we’re used to doing because the whole party was a bonding of the three sections. And I really thought of it as a really good idea. I was more excited on the event that takes place when the clock strikes 12 noon, eating! I was really excited about it because there’s just too many to choose from. But what happened was, I became a “bar tender”. Haha. But even if I was not able to taste everything and I was left with the siomai and lumpia, I still enjoyed the experience. Haha.

The afternoon party flowed smoothly with performances and games. What I enjoyed most was the “Pinoy Henyo” with Ma’am Mae and Ma’am Juliet as contestants. It really struck my funny bones. But I also hope that both advisers enjoyed the game.

The day ended with us playing “Longest Line” and our section won! Whahoo!

Distracted by all the fun and the excitement of that game, I did not notice the beast that was slowly stalking me, hunting me and was just looking for the right time to strike. And that night, it just found what it was looking for and that disabled me from attending the last day of classes.

Banquet for 31.. Pls!

December 12, 2009

I’ll just focus this week on the exact day that Naic had its fiesta. We were not allowed to go to the house of our classmate and my dear friend, Carissse. It was because of last year’s experience that we were so late on our first afternoon subject and it was good that we were not suspected for cutting classes because we asked permission from our adviser.

So to avoid what happened before, I was surprised that Carisse told me that her mother will bring the fiesta to our section! And isn’t that great? If we can’t go to the fiesta then the fiesta went to us! I thought that maybe it would be few. But when her mother came and brought the food, I was shocked to see that it was like a banquet and after we were allowed to eat, we all feasted on it and it was surely delicious. And I really liked it because there was “siomai” which is one of my many favourite foods.

As the phrase says, “After all the careless fun comes the aftermath”, after eating almost endlessly we saw the aftermath and we got our weapons, our dear brooms and dustpans and we cleaned our places.

Mouth watering isn’t it? And yes, it would only be once a week. And I’ll have to wait for another year to experience that again.

PTophobia?? Toinks..

December 5, 2009

Come to think of it, is it possible that we already have a phobia of having Periodical Tests? Kidding aside, I think it is already a hyperbole to say that we have that phobia.

There’s not that much to tell for this week except for the fact that we had our Periodical Test and the time it took us to review all our notes and our books. But one question still remains; did we do our best to deserve the scores we had? I hope so.

Looking on the brighter side, I was quite ecstatic for the fact that I did not take two periodical tests because I was exempted. That was the first exemption with periodical tests that I had. And that was certainly something new for me.

Back to the real world, this was the last week that our Physics teacher Mrs. Lim will teach us because she’ll be moving to another school. News was spreading that Mrs. Soriano would be the one to take her place. I just hope that everything would turn out fine for Mrs. Lim and Mrs. Soriano.

That’s all I could for now, I wish everyone the best and God bless.

He shoots! He scores??

November 28, 2009

I just realized now that I was not wrong for presenting myself as a participant in the Math Trail. At first, I really had doubts because if our team loses, embarrassment will certainly come right after. But I was thankful that our team was the triumphant among the other teams.

The trail really became a roller coaster especially for our team. Our start was really not that good for we were the last ones to finish the task. But when got our bearings and we had the momentum, we kept going for it with all the team members working. “Yes!” ,we all said as we noticed that we were on the lead. But the unexpected happened. Think of this and this will blow your mind, on the easiest task of the easiest topic that all of us have knowledge of, became the task that we took the longest time of doing it! So again, we were the last team. But luck certainly took our side as the last task was answering a Sudoku puzzle and we were able to finish it faster than the other teams. And finally, our team won.

I share this story not for boasting about it but for the reason that I did not expect that we would win.

This week’s spotlight was focused on the math festival and especially on the Mr. and Ms. Mathaba where I was a backup...XD. We were happy that our bet was the second. It was a good fight and we even thought that we were going to win.

That’s all to tell for this week... ADIOS!