At the Edge of Breaking... .. .

December 26, 2009

A monster that slowly entangled me with its slithery arms and slowly ate the parts of me that kept me going. This monster started stalking me with its stealthy attack maybe even before the time that he finally unveiled himself to me. And that unveiling truly stunned me to the point that almost all hope is lost and earth came crushing down on me. He assailed me on my weak parts and slowly... slowly... eating me... piece by piece.... until my foundations almost stood weakly and showed signs of frailty.

All of this would have continued if it was not for my friends who started sprouting from nowhere and started assisting me in my bout against the beast that slowly swallowed me. Some fought side by side with me and some strengthened my foundations to their full condition. Hope in my heart started rebuilding itself as I saw those who worked in close camaraderie with each other and who displayed never – ending hope for obtaining our victory against the beast we are facing. Once, there was this time that when the monster struck me with its powerful limbs, I felt dead for almost five minutes with all my senses failing and nothing seemed to be of significance.

Slowly... I started rebuilding myself. Something still seemed to be missing, the greatest weapon of all. Oh! How could I not think of it in the first place?!, the only powerful offense and sturdy defense in the whole galaxy! The only weapon that could finally put an end to the beast that brought me to the edge of breaking. God! How could I not think of You in the first place. Oh please may You in the Heavens above forgive me! I started praying onto Him and how I needed Him and how I hoped that He’d give me a second life for I did want my life to end with my friends hoping for my return. Slowly, I waited and I waited..... and waited... and patiently spent some time hoping for something to happen...

Finally, the Heavens heard me and brought my message to Him and He did not neglect my wishes and granted them. After the long strive of battling against the monster that almost brought everything to ashes, victory was once again brought by Him, almighty, unto us who know how to repent and ask of Him. Thank you God on the Heavens we hope to reach in order to be with you, our Father.